going back to the start?

Well, I am enjoying the late night now.
Being online, doing nothing, listening to the new songs, wandering around facebook and showbiz news.
With an empty minded.
I just got a fixed term contract today.
But my face expression straight away after the interview told the truth
Grief and unhappy.
I am hesitating to sign it.
As a fresh graduate, I dont expect a high salary and comfortable job
I simply desire a good and lovely boss who is gonna appreciate my contribution
But from the first impression, I know there is not the ideal place
Haih~
how should i do?
Sign or not sign?
Totally depressed now, but I duno what i am depressing for?
Haih~ blessing me please? God, do you hear me?

就是爱天真

家人们总是比我还担心我的感情世界。
“为什么他今年没有回来？”“台湾的女人很厉害的哩！”“如果他不要你了，你会怎样？”之类的种种问题，
实在让我不知怎么回答，也开始让我有些不安。
要我回答，我也没什么好说的。
除了难过是必然会发生的事，还有什么事能现在就预料到的呢？
在一起时间久了就能明白，如果他真的厌倦了我，我们早就散了。
我相信我们是经得起考验，没有什么好说，就时间能帮我回答。